crazywoman17

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Don't call me beautiful by crazywoman17, literature

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Don't call me beautiful

Try to call me beautiful still, when you find out all I've done. Try to call me beautiful when, you know of all the lies. Try to call me beautiful when, you find out who I really am. Beautiful person, yes this words once fit me well; but that was a long time ago You call me pretty. DON'T! It just makes it harder for me to lie to you. I feel I don't know who this monster is that I now am. Doing things I said I wouldn't Hurting you with things I promised not to. YOU ALL THINK I'M INNOCENT! … and that's what makes things 10 times harder.. …if only ……. If only you all knew that

I gave you my heart by crazywoman17, literature

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I gave you my heart

So I was standing in the middle of the cross road of Piedmont to Berryessa and Suncrest. Tyler (My ex boyfriend) pulled up to the intersection. I was in the middle of the street, he had a red light. I look up at the sky and I yell something and you just see the sky and the next time you see me. I have a gun pointed to my heart. I pulled the trigger... The shot went through me but for some reason it missed my heart, like my heart was removed for a second. It should have gone through my heart but it didn't. It went through my chest and came out my back but not my heart...somehow.. Tyler dies. Gunshot to the heart. He didn't have a wound in hi

Tears by crazywoman17, literature

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Tears

Why do I have to be so sensitive? Why can't I be strong? One thing that really sucks, Is crying all day long. Why do I have to be such a baby? Why can't I just suck it up? But instead I cry all day, I could fill more then a cup. Why do you have to hurt me so much? Why can't you do anything right? Making me feel really bad, Were always in a fight. Why do these tears keep coming? Why don't they ever stop? They should be locked away, Not in a jar with no top. Why do you constantly hurt me? Why do I stay with you? These are probably some questions, That you have wondered too. Why do these tears keep dropping? Why don't they

Thats life by crazywoman17, literature

It hurts by crazywoman17, literature

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It hurts

All the pain, everyday, caused by you It hurts... Everything you put me through It hurts... I feel betrayed by you, all the lies... It hurts... Everytime I think your telling the truth to find out your not It hurts... You hurt me so many times, Why can't I ever step away? You cause so many tears Why do I stay? It hurts.. You leave me with so much doubt Making me feel all alone I can't stand on my own two feet leaning on you for everything When u cause me all this pain, it's as if u move and let me hit the floor IT HURTS!

All day long by crazywoman17, literature

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All day long

All day long the only thing I thought about was your deviant comment You know that it really made me feel like a piece of shit Looking at the comment over and over again with so much dought Wondering if it could have been someone else using your deviantart account I didn't think I could be hurt this way, but I guess I was wrong And the proof is how my mind was stuck on it all day long Looking at that girl's picture over and over again Looking at your comment and finding it was truly you in the end I can't believe you'd say soemthing like that to someone who isn't me I mean don't get me wrong I still want you to be free But saying so

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I Love You _Original Version by crazywoman17, literature

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I Love You _Original Version

I love you I love you, I love everything about you. from your spicky hair, to your vans shoes. I love that you are calm, I love that you are sweet, I love that you can joke, I love that you are neat. There's only one problem, you don't love me. I guess that's a big problem, as you can see.

I Love You_Edited Version by crazywoman17, literature

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I Love You_Edited Version

I love you I love you, I love everything about you. From your spicky hair, to your vans shoes. I love that you are calm, I love that you are sweet, I love that you can joke, I love that you are neat. I love you, and you love me. And that's the way, that it should be.

What You Say by crazywoman17, literature

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What You Say

What You Say You tell me you love me, but you don't call. You tell me you need me, yet I'm being ignored. You tell me I'm your world, yet I find myself in a dark hole crying. You tell me you can't live without me, but I'm alone while you're off doing something else What you say is different than what you do. This bring's me to one conclusion YOU'RE A LIAR!!! =o

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Wait and See by soozey, literature

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Wait and See

I take your blows with my stomach. Lying on my left side on the dirty floor. My face gets grated along the gravel. With every blow, my bloody body shudders. A new sweat breaks out. Cold. You plant your foot next to my chest and crouch down to look at my face. There are tears in your evil hazel eyes. One runs the length of you eyelas and falls on my cheek. It stings. I look up at your angelic face and smile. Your tender hand strokes my scarred and broken face. You slowly lay down next to me. Your strong arms around me. Face to face. I have never been so scared in my life. I am petrified of you, but I don't stop you. Because

No Tomorrow by soozey, literature

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No Tomorrow

And there will be no hurting and no pain for you to feel, because I will take it all from you so you can begin to heal. And there will be no tears and no suicidal thoughts in your mind, because for you I will cry the ocean and risk becoming blind. And there will be no fear and none of your self-doubt, because I will lock it away from you, somewhere it'll never get out. And there will be no judgement or anyone to put you down, because I will protect you from that and your well known frown. And there will be no tomorrow, just endless days of me and you, because I will hold you forever if it made your dreams come true.

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I gave you my heart by crazywoman17, literature

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I gave you my heart

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Deviant for 20 years
www.postsecret.com
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Current Residence: San Jose, Ca
Favourite genre of music: EBM/Industrial
MP3 player of choice: itunes
Favourite cartoon character: Johnny The Homicidal Maniac
Personal Quote: B tru 2 ur feelings n act on em, you mit regret it L8r but u'll regret more that u didnt do anything

Favourite Movies

May, The Nightmare Before Christmas, Donnie Darko, American Beauty

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

The Cure, Combichrist, Acid Bath, Lacuna Coil, Jack Off Jill, Just Surrender, White Zombie

Favourite Writers

Edgar Allan Poe. He was AMAZINGLY talented, and his life was so tragic =/

Favourite Games

The sex game =D lol

Tools of the Trade

My demented mind, but you'll never see that here.

Other Interests

Music, morbid stories, energy drinks, Tyler <3

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crazywoman17

Oct 27, 2006

Blah... Updaterz

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So I never fucking go on this thing anymore. Mainly because it's embarassing that I even wrote half t his shit. I just looked back at like my 5th journal entry I think it was. GOD DAMN I was hella fucking ANNOYING! shIT! No wonder everyone hated me back then. I hate me! lol. Anyways I've changed a lot so yeah I don't like admitting I was actually like that. Maybe if I get the nerve i'll add more writting onto heere but .. I don't know I don't really like sharing. I's actually rather write something and then burn it in a fire. Just realising what I feel with writting is wonderful. But then I wouldn't be able to go back and see how a felt at th

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crazywoman17

Mar 12, 2006

Thingy I stole from Ronnie.. heh

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Stolen From Shana [1]-[Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.] >> "Solo chiesa gelosia" It's Italian.... [2]-[Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.] >> I think it's suppost to say. What do you touch... so yeah a newspaper. [3]-[What is the last thing you watched on TV?] >> Uhh.. I don't remember it was that long ago.. *never watches TV..* I think it was Zaboomafoo (sp?) with Dre at her house. [4]-[Without looking, guess what time it is:] >> 11:47 [5]-[Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?] >> 12:09 haha.. I was going to say 12 but I dunno.... [6]-[With the exception of the computer, what ca

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crazywoman17

Feb 6, 2006

Changing?

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So yeah... I'm trying to change? I dunno I wanna say that but I know I'm lying when I do. On the outside you chan see change.                    I cut my hair off.     I got my braces removed. On the other hand I did quit smoking. Which I am quite proud of... god DAMNIT! I want a fucking clove cig now.. grr... but no no.. I won't.                        oh.. I need to stop cussing. In the last week I got threatended twice with getting fired for yelling profanities at work (i can't spell  yes I know.. and it's getting worse)   Speaking of work... AHHH!                         ...yeah that is all GOD DAMN I REALLY WANT THAT CLOVE..